Saturday, October 24, 2009

What love means deleted scene #4

sorry quizilla made me take this down too. from What love means (A Gaara love story)#15 Relief\

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Your POV


You slowly opened your eyes already knowing where you were due to the surrounding sent of Gaara. You sat up, rubbing your eyes and stretching feeling sore all over. You shivered in pain as it brought back terrible memories you didn’t want to remember… You felt tears and you lied back down snuggling up against Gaara. You nuzzled your face between his chin and shoulder, wrapping your arms around his body, and sniffled, trying not to cry beginning to tremble. Gaara shifted, rolling over slightly so your chest was against his, your face still in his neck, and pulled you closer to him in his sleep. You felt better and nuzzled him again, feeling yourself beginning to purr. You curled up even closer to him, almost completely entwining your bodies wanting to as close to him as possible. Then you felt something strange.

You whispered: “Hmm? What’s this?” you felt something hard pressing against your stomach. You shifted a little and looked down to see slight bulge in Gaara’s pants. He’s had one of those before… But you never knew what it was… You slid your hand down to it and felt it. Gaara inhaled sharply and his facial expression changed a little. You rubbed against it, feeling warmth. This was a part of him. Your eyes widened slightly when your density finally subsided. This wasn’t just any part of him. This was the part of him. If you remembered correctly, this was the same part that that awful man raped you with. But… Gaara would never hurt you with it right? You lightly squeezed it, feeling Gaara shift a little and mumble in his sleep.

Your thoughts: ‘Gaara wouldn’t hurt me with anything…’ your curiosity building within you, you wanted to know what would happen if you kept touching him. You grabbed it softly, feeling how large, hard, and warm it was, and began unsurely sliding your fist up and down it. After the fourth pump Gaara shivered and moaned slowly thrusting his hips forward. Seeing that his response wasn’t negative, you went on with your actions noticing the longer you kept this up the harder it got. Soon he was panting and it was throbbing. He moved a little so his mouth was your ear and you could hear his heavy breathing, and his hips got slightly faster.

Gaara growled: “Aisune…” you jumped slightly hearing him growl your name like that. It kinda sounded like the way that man sounded last night… You stopped your actions and Gaara groaned still thrusting his hips into your unmoving hand. You weren’t really sure if you should continue or not. You glanced at Gaara’s face. His eyes were closed tightly, his cheeks were a little pink and he was biting his lip. His hip movement increased still but you didn’t know if he was awake or not. Your hand still wasn’t moving though. Gaara panted and placed his hand over yours taking you off guard and began pumping himself along the throbbing rod in his pants. You watched in amazement but gasped when something hot and wet ran against the shell of your ear. You gasped again and tried to move your hand away as you brought the other up but Gaara’s hand held a firm grip on yours. Your eyes widened as you realized he was licking you. He stopped and nibbled on your ear a little causing you to squirm uncomfortably hot blood rising to your cheeks. His breathing got heavier as his chest heaved, pumping even harder and faster. His hardness began pulsing in your hand.

Gaara grunted: “Ah…” he shuttered against your body and the shaft pulsated a few times and his pumping came to a stop. You lied there, a little confused on what just happened, still blushing a little, your hand still around the relaxing shaft with his over yours. After a moment of silence he moved, shifted, then sat up, not looking at you, cheeks red.

Gaara: “…Please don’t do that again…” you nodded and he got out of bed and went into the bathroom. You sat up and stretched, yawning. Then you realized something. This is the first time you’ve actually slept all night in a bed… Before they made you feel uncomfortable you felt even more comfortable in one then on the floor. You smiled a little then nuzzled back into the covers.